Another Not-So-Pleasant Valley Monday

So, Fame The Musical is over. It went fantastic, we rocked it all three nights and the only slightly lacking show was in AEP (seminar in layman's terms). The crowd kinda sucked, but hey, i tihnk the jokes went over their heads, references went unnoticed, etc...

Next order of business

Grandmother's gotten worse. I hope that this is just the "worst before it gets better thing". I'm really not ready to lose her. i know everybody has to go at sometimes but i think if those bastards at the hospital would have actually taken care of her she wouldn't be in this bad of a state. But you know, shoulda woulda coulda's don't make any difference, we can't change the past, but we can always change the future.

So...

Grades are good, i'm sending off my application to NYU this week, and even though my fantastical "fairytale"(by fairytale i mean i never had to deal with anything real, like death), is falling down all around me, i'm just going to trust God and remember that he's a healer and that he doesn't put more on us that we can bear.

Over and out,

The almost 18 year old teen