Late Blog Post

I’m bored as hell, there’s nothing to do, and my blog writing was interrupted for an hour unfortunately. I was hanging out with this guy and now he has gone upstairs and left me down here because apparently he ‘doesn’t have all day’. I mean he’s cute but its annoying me that he doesn’t really seem to want to connect with me on an intellectual level, which is upsetting seeing as I’m a very intellectual person. He listens somewhat but he doesn’t seem to take what I say into consideration. But whatever. My stomach hurts like fuck and I’m not in the mood anymore to really argue with anyone. I’m irked out of my brain right now. As much as I hate to admit it I do want him to come back down. LOL I wish the ‘hood’ could’ve gone upstairs so at least I could have got me some valuable make out time. But oh well I suppose it wasn’t meant for today. Got damnit all to hell. Damn next time I’ll keep my mouth shut until after the kissing initiates LOL. Ha-ha I crack myself up. I think I might write another poem later but who knows, I’ve nothing else to do. I don’t think he likes my outspoken-ness, oh well if not he can take a flying leap im sure I can find someone cuter who is just as smart or smarter than him who will listen to my bullshit even when I’m wrong and agree with me all the way. Damn it that pisses me off… Omg I felt the rush! He’s such a sweet guy meaning that all the stuff that I have written before the ellipses was pure de crap LOL. He actually did listen to me it was very pleasing LOL. I think he does like me. God I hope so. Omg I’m smiling! I want to freaking giggle I’m so happy. I mean we didn’t kiss or anything but it was better! I mean when he touched me I felt a shock run through my entire body!!!! Oh god, what if that was just all a ploy to spit game at me? Jesus I hope not. Earlier I made a very male comment by saying I should have only used him for make out time, what an idiot I was! He seems like so much more than that, but on the other hand so did other people and look what they turned out to be… oh but forget that. Maybe for once I can be happy with a guy I’m with and not just with him because he’s there like most of the guys I’ve been with. Nope never mind he still has a girlfriend, which he is probably still very much in love with. FUCK ME…